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| Whoo new update!!
You should be VERY proud.
:P
Well I like a new guy.
About time huh?
Yeah, but I never thought I'd like this guy.
And I don't know what to do about it.
I mean he's a senior and we only have 8 days of school left!!!
Ugh!!!
However, I am trying to get him to hang out with me on Saturday...
So I guess I'll wait and see how that goes.
In other news, an old friend of mine is supposedly back in town.
I don't know if it's true yet, because I haven't seen him.
Still, if he is,I haven't decided how I quite feel about him being back.
I mean he practically ruined my life for a whole school semester.
I turned people away because of him.
I made all these different decisions.
I even lost a ton of weight, because I was soo sick from being stressed out about all the crap he caused.
He was a great friend just really crappy as anything more....
So I just haven't decided how well his being back is going to be.
Yet again, another wait and see moment. lol
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| Well things are finally falling back into place. i found out that Josh just lied to me the majority of our relationship. So the person I was missing never really existed. So I'm over missing him. However, now I just kinda want to beat him up. I have refrained from doing so. lol
Me and Josh's brother Colby are finally speaking again. I hated thinking he was mad at me. :
I have great new friends...and I still have many of the old one. Plus I'm finally done crying!! Which is even better.
So here's to 2007 that's finally turning around!!!
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| Well, I guess its back to the single life for me. Me and Josh broke up yesterday morning. We were geat when we weren't fighting. However, we;ve just been fighting soo much latley and it just overpowered everything. I really wish it hadn't ended how it did. Oh well, it appears to be for the best and he likes some other girl. How and Why do people move on soo quickly?? I can't do that. I mean geez, I STILL like Josh. Ugh...It drives me crazy.
However, I know I have to push through this, just as I do with everything else. I just hope I'll be ok in a few days.
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| He is definitely not perfect. But maybe that's what makes him the perfect guy for me! He's cute, he's sweet, honest, caring, dorky, funny, and most of all he loves me for me. No matter how crazy or totally out there I may be. I never thought I'd get over Justin. I've always thought he'd have my heart. Well ever since Josh came along that is sooo not the case anymore. I don't regret falling for Justin. Because if I hadn't Justin wouldn't have broken my heart and I wouldn't be with Josh today. This is the happiest I have been in MONTHS. I'm Loving It!!! I hope I never lose this feeling and most of all I hope I don't lose my Josh. 
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